Sugar free lemon jello - 5 calories
That's it. I took like three bites and started bawling. My throat hurts too much to throw it up so I went for a 30 minute walk instead. Pathetic.
Weight -160 lbs
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Food diary fail. Today I had french fries and cereal. Tomorrow I fast. Which means absolutely nothing to eat or drink besides diet soda or water. If Dad wants to go out to eat my stomach hurts, or I don't feel like it. If he offers me some soup at home I'll make some later and pour it down the drain. I will fast until I drop. I will be skinny.
Today my grandmother talked about the ten pounds I've gained. It's unforgivable really. Now I have 61 pounds to lose instead of 51. Well it starts now.
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Remember "Skinny is sexy, big isn't beautiful."
Today my grandmother talked about the ten pounds I've gained. It's unforgivable really. Now I have 61 pounds to lose instead of 51. Well it starts now.
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Remember "Skinny is sexy, big isn't beautiful."
Monday, June 25, 2012
This is my attempt at a food diary, one where I write down every morsel that touches my lips (and every speck that comes back up.) There will also be some random thinspo and quotes.
Today (June 25 2012)
10 French Fries (112 Calories)
2 Sweet Teas (70 Calories)
1 Fruit and Nut Bar (140 Calories)
4 pieces of peanut butter and celery (100 Calories)
3 apples with caramel (110 Calories)
15 pretzel thins (140 Calories)
1 Cane's Box (no slaw extra sauce)(832 Calories)
Total Calories - 1504
Wish I would have purged or something. Oh well, this is my last big day, I hope my fat ass enjoyed it. Tomorrows goal is 500 Calories and only diet sodas. And no french fries from the friers where I work. Fried foods are out, basically all that can stay is the Fruit and Nut Bar, the apples, and the celery (without toppings this time of course.)
Quote of the day - Binging is like masturbation; it feels good for the first few minutes, but you're really just fucking yourself.
Song of the day - So Rich, So Pretty - Mickey Avalon
Today (June 25 2012)
10 French Fries (112 Calories)
2 Sweet Teas (70 Calories)
1 Fruit and Nut Bar (140 Calories)
4 pieces of peanut butter and celery (100 Calories)
3 apples with caramel (110 Calories)
15 pretzel thins (140 Calories)
1 Cane's Box (no slaw extra sauce)(832 Calories)
Total Calories - 1504
Wish I would have purged or something. Oh well, this is my last big day, I hope my fat ass enjoyed it. Tomorrows goal is 500 Calories and only diet sodas. And no french fries from the friers where I work. Fried foods are out, basically all that can stay is the Fruit and Nut Bar, the apples, and the celery (without toppings this time of course.)
Quote of the day - Binging is like masturbation; it feels good for the first few minutes, but you're really just fucking yourself.
Song of the day - So Rich, So Pretty - Mickey Avalon
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