Food diary fail. Today I had french fries and cereal. Tomorrow I fast. Which means absolutely nothing to eat or drink besides diet soda or water. If Dad wants to go out to eat my stomach hurts, or I don't feel like it. If he offers me some soup at home I'll make some later and pour it down the drain. I will fast until I drop. I will be skinny.

Today my grandmother talked about the ten pounds I've gained. It's unforgivable really. Now I have 61 pounds to lose instead of 51. Well it starts now.

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Remember "Skinny is sexy, big isn't beautiful."